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Welcome to my head - be afraid!    What Color Are You?  BLUES are motivated by INTIMACY, seek opportunities to genuinely connect with others, and need to be appreciated. They do everything with quality and are devoted and loyal friends and employers/employees. Whatever or whomever they commit to are their sole (and soul) focus. They love to serve and will give freely of themselves in order to nurture others lives.BLUES, however, do need to be understood. They have distinct preferences and occasionally the somewhat controlling (but always fair) personality of a confident leader. Their code of ethics is remarkably strong and they expect others to live honest, committed lives as well. They enjoy sharing meaningful moments in conversation as well as remembering special life events (i.e., birthdays and anniversaries). BLUES are dependable, thoughtful, nurturing, and can also be self-righteous, a bit worry-prone, and emotionally intense. They are like sainted pit-bulls who never let go of something once they are committed. When you deal with a BLUE, be sincere, make an effort to truly understand them, and truly appreciate them. Take this quiz!  Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code have not been on here in a while. Just letting you all know I am still alive. And here is a quizzy thing that is mostly accurate except on a few points: The Everything TestThere are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all.Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-)
TAKE THE TEST brought to you by thatsurveysite so it is totally not a downer to read it, shocker, I know!! Things in life are... interesting. No job yet, but have some good leads. I am having to re-energize in that area. was stuck in a rut of, " why even try, cause it will not work out anyway," blues. After so much rejection it is hard to get motivated to keep going. But am back on track with more upbeat spirits about things. Am considering going back to school ro get useful degree - probably something medical, cause it is good pay, and always needed, and can do it anywhere, and kinda fits me better than other areas. Filled out an aplication to volunteer at an animal shelter down here. I NEED animal contact. This I have found out. That is my passion in life - animals in need. And no matter what i end up doing, I will have animal rescue as a part of my life. Also, I have a very strong urge to perform. So more acting will be in my future also, wokring on a few things currently, which cannot be discussed right, but can be later. Also, more modeling in the future as well, have a few more things lined up. Going to the gym everyday - toning up nicely. Am happier with my body now than I have been in a long time, so that is very good. Still got lots to go, but happier than before. things with Pat are good, even after a much dreaded "talk" happened last week. Went to his fraternity's holloween party, and were a big hit. Most have not seen his new look, so that was a fun shocker :) Am going back to Barnes adn Noble to buy a book i saw earlier today that may help me alot. I have been struggling for years with low self-esteem and confidance issues. They have been up and down, but I have been on a down swing for some time now and hoping to bring that back up. This book is one step in that direction. Attempting to stop whining, and take control of my life. Realizing that I CAN do this, and rebuilding from the ashes, hoping to soar again. Current mood:  hopeful.
Hi all!! yeah I know - long time, no update. here is the lowdown - dyed my heair yesterday. was going to have it professionally done, but was WAY too friggin expensive, so my friend Tara did id froma box and it is now burgandy!! And that makes me very, very happy :) I feel like me again. Strange how something so little can brighten a person so much. Went dancing at Goth night in BG last night, fun to get all gothed and sexy and go dancing till the wee hours of the night. Then I figured out some stuff this morning. i am going to volunteer at animal rescues. I was considering auditioning for plays and such first, but I feel much more like giving then filling my own need for attention. So I am going to be volunteering to care for shelter animals first, then acting, which is another passion of mine addn one I will pursue furvantly, but not as giving as animal rescue is. And the best news for today ever!!!! I got contacted for an interview at a job that would be perfect!!!! It is working with Domestic violence files at the police station in Toledo, VERY VERY good pay, but part time. So I could then find another part time job that would be something I love to do and can afford to get paid less cause the other income will more than make up for that. I have to call them in a few minutes to schedul my interview. Happy, happy me :) Very pumped to get back to working with animals again, it is almost a need, not a hobby, i miss doing rescue so much!! then more acting, cause I love to do it, and hopefully I can get better. i need to improve in that area. not that I think I suck, but I want to really rock, and the only way to do that is by practice. And I got my gym membership all set, so I can workout again at the gym, which is another new focus of mine. Body image has been a bad area for me lately, and I will get that all worked out soon hopefully. In other news, I am staying with pat's family for the time being. They are really really great to me, much more than I ever could have expected. no idea how to ever repay them for their help and kindness to me. It is a hard road for Pat and I to get adjusted to being close in distance now. We did the distance thing for a year, and that sucked. Now we live close, but I guess it is not all that I hoped it would be. Still much adjusting, very new still, so we will get it all worked out. My unemployment checks started coming so I can definatly breath alot easier!!! Things are pretty good actaully. I am happy, upbeat, and I am starting to see the light in the midst of alot of darkness recently. things are well on their way to working out smashingly, and I am doing good. Current mood: happy.
Sometimes even the strongest person is weak. It may be emotionally, physically, or mentally weak, but everyone has things that are hard for them. But there is also a poiont when people have to accept those fears and choose to run or choose to fight. Tommorrow I choose to fight. And I will be strong. Current mood:  groggy.
Someone stole my debit card info and charged $900 in onlione airplane tickets to Paris, amoung other things. This is just what I need right now. i move tommorrow to a place where there are none of my banks. So I got the card cancelled and hopefully the charges never post. but I will have to close out the account and start again just to be safe. I am beyond frustrated right now. Kinda numb with pissed offness. I am sure it will all get worked out, but I have to pay my car loan next week, so I can't afford to have my account frozen till they get it figured out. Growl and double growl Current mood:  pissed off.
Hi token update here cause I am here and stuff. I am heading home for the weekend. will be cool to see my family again, some I haven;t seen in months. but that means no time with pat. I told him yesterday I was going hoome and he was sad. And i was sad. I love having my weekends with him. But pretty soon I will see him more - cause I am 98% sure i am moving to toledo in a few weeks. My lease runs out and there is nothing holding me here. My friends here will be my friends no matter what, and I wil see most of them alot for practices and such anyway. So off to Toledo it is. then we could actaully have a "normal" relationship - instead of this long distance crap. Plus housing way cheaper. So I am kinda excited now :) Have a ton of stuff to figure out in the next few weeks, trying not to think about it to much to retain sanity. But kinda pumped for change that can have lots of positive results. Will be at festival for the last time this sunday, just FYI Current mood: good.
Just cause I made a seal and wanted to show it off :) Sorry, don;t feel like typing more. Except to say that went to a Muse concert with my love yesterday - and it was freaking amazing!!! Seriously good live performance :) Highly recommend it. Had wonderful time with my man. Sorry, that is all for now - enjoy my new userpic Current mood:  blah.
yep, you heard me. Sometimes Guys are stupid heads!! Except my dad, and my son, and some other guys who are not. But other than that......grrr!!! Serious anger and issue flaring right now. Was doing amazingly well on that front. but now am suspicious and paranoid and on high alert again. yeah, cause I just love feeling like this (read as heavy sarcasm). that is really all I have to say. 2 Interviews tommorrow - was kinda down about them, now am hopeful. we will see, but recent conversations have dampered my for once good mood!! growl. I am going to bed early to dream of frosting, and jobs I actually like. and riding bareback through a field of wildflowers. and hopefully sometime in there to actaully sleep for the first night in 2 weeks. Wish i had some kind of really strong livestock traquilizer to make me sleep, that would be nice. Current mood: annoyed.
Current mood: blah.
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